There is a Feminine wound that is festering in the collective and it is harming the women who are infected … I feel your being and Essence groaning under the weight of it.
It is a sign of a deep wound of feeling unworthy and not good enough. A deep fear and shame that you are not valuable enough hiding under a cloak of glitter.
It is subtle and yet screaming at the same time.
It is an inability to acknowledge anyone else as teaching you or adding value to your life.
It shows up in many ways:
1. Anything you are taught…you simply remembered.
2. Anything that is shared…you were just thinking or doing
3. Anything that is given…you already have inside of you.
4. Anything that is offered…you don’t need.
5. Whatever is available is not enough or not satisfactory…because your standards are so high.
6. In short nothing comes in because “it’s all in me”
I know, I know…this is what you were taught, my love. This is part of the Myth of Completion that is supposed to bring you empowerment but instead is a core reason you keep touching happiness yet cannot hold it. It is why the positive speech offer is not arising from within. It keeps you separate from the circle of life and places you as one who seeks to operate outside of Cosmic Law..which is impossible.
Here’s why it is also harming you and actually eroding true Feminine Awakening, Embodiment and Enlightenment…
Gets how it is still…seeming Feminine but actually Neutral.
It prevents you from receiving.
You are not giving either… You’re saying you don’t want or need to receive.
Trying to create without communion is distortion.
And because one of the deepest truths of Alchemy is an exquisitely intelligent and complex interconnectedness it is one of the biggest STOP signs you’re holding up to Universal Abundance reaching you.
The next time you read or are given something take it on…acknowledge with this simple affirming…
“I am thankful for______
I am increased by this receiving______. I have learned/gained/appreciate_____. I acknowledge my place in the circle of life to give and also to Receive, may I be Fertile accepting, and receptive that I may Bear fruit.
Thank you.Thank you.Thank you ”
We love you